STRANGE LOVE

 

It sucks how someone so beautiful can look at you like you are their life and then one day you don't exist. It's overwhelming how time doesn't exist and how powerful being in love is .It fucks my mind so bad that all I see is your face, remembering the night we spend together in an unknown city wandering, playing songs I wrote for you, the way you looked at me, kissed me for the first time. I've never been so connected in my life and oh, I'm connected alright. Love strange.

 Every time I look at you I'm sure how I feel. We pass by each other and my heart races and I know exactly what I feel. One day you're acting cute with me and the  other day we never speak it makes me unsure about what I feel. 

You were never mine to begin with. My feelings mixed up because I'm too afraid to ask. You pass me by and I weep inside because I'm afraid to loose something I never knew I had a hold of ..!!

I just keep hurting myself because of these feelings they just don't go away no matter how hard you're on yourself . Remembering all the things in my mind he said he was scared of commitments but he had tattoos all over his body , I guess he didn't think me as a work of art or maybe he didn't think the pain was  worth it.

 And I know it wasn't real but it surely was some kind of magic gazing at the moon thinking about it. I think I understand now why people call it ' Falling in Love '. It is the same  sense of feeling alive that rush of  europhia and to find a way to end it before it hits the unforgiving Earth..!!!

                                                                                                                              - Khushi Abrol